Life.....

So I have been pondering about life lately and basically what I want out of it and everything like that, and I've come to the conclusion that LIFE is very confusing especially at this point in my life. I mean I'm going to be turning 24 in less then a month (I know I'm old) single, and not sure if I'm ever going to be where I want to be in life. I mean don't get me wrong being single has it's perks....but on Sunday we had our annual ward conference where our local stake leaders come and speak to us....and of course President Latimer (since we ARE a singles ward) focused his talk on dating and marriage. It got me thinking about how much I want to be in a relationship or be married, especially with a certain "special" boy that shall remain nameless. I guess the reason I'm sharing this is because I've been thinking about how hard it is being single lately. Oh well.....